E! News – I really DON’T get it.:)
You’ve probably seen me in the news media a bit more lately. From the Bethenny Show to a New Years Day appearance on TLC, it seems that entertainment news and daytime talk shows can’t get enough of me.
The problem, however, is that these shows tend to show only one side of me. My interviews with the entertainment shows are edited down to a few salacious sound bites and most of my appearances on daytime talk shows were produced to provide more spectacle than substance. I’m often asked, “Why appear on shows where they try to pick you apart?” My answer is pretty simple:
It’s because I am working toward a larger goal.
As you know, I am passionate about change. When I was a teenager, growing up in rural New York State, I had a vision of a better life. I knew that I was destined to not only change my appearance, but also change my state of mind – I chose to pursue happiness.
Lately, as I’ve drawn closer to that goal, I realize that the journey I am on – much like any journey – has educated me. I have greater insights into not only how society regards beauty, but also how people regard themselves.
Each cosmetic procedure – from a major tummy tuck to a routine dermabrasion – requires a considerable amount of mental and emotional preparation. There is a story behind every procedure. And every procedure, once completed, sends a patient on a new journey as they realize the physical and emotional changes that have come about.
My mission is to guide people on their journey. Further to that goal, I’ll be writing a lot more here as we explore not just my experience, but yours as well.
Every procedure – much like every patient – is different. We will not be taking a “once size fits all” approach to changing one’s life.
Tune in as I go toe-to-toe with a “TV psychologist” for round two of the “Ken Doll vs. Blondie”! Hard to deny MY MOTIVATIONS when I’m coming from “A Place of YES” – I couldn’t agree more with Bethenny’s 4 points -
1- Find your truth
2- Act on it
3- Everything’s your business
4- Own it
*I tried my best to enlighten the audience. Use Self Empowerment to gain your Self Esteem!
Its been awhile since my last entry, so I have alot to cover. For years I have been pursuing changing my eye color. I have even flown to central america to inquire about a procedure there that was being offered to permanently change my eye color to a GREEN from my current hazel/brown! It would be so stunning on me! Unfortunately, I haven’t been open to accepting the risk of any of the procedures that are currently out for eye color change… BUT I’ve been following STROMA and it appears they will have a laser that sounds to be very safe and successful in lightening eye color!!!! I may have to go overseas if i don’t want to wait for the FDA approval but this laser sounds promising!
I’m looking to partner with a “forward thinking” cosmetic Urologist. I have been working on an innovation that I think could offer an amazing option for patients interested in Phalloplasty (penile enlargement). If anyone in the field might be interested to hear me out, I truly believe that we could pioneer a new procedure that could offer the most impressive results when compared to anything else currently offered on the market.
I’m still pushing forward with my personal implant line – Its all happening …. I just wish it could be on fast forward! I’m impatient!
Happy post Memorial Day! It was an insane week of social events and hosting nightlife; everything from a chat with George McDonald at the Log Cabin Republican Meeting, Good Morning America’s Central Park Concert featuring Mariah Carey, supporting a friend for my first ‘sit-in’ on an SAA (Sexaholics Anonymous) meeting, Soho House lunch-in, rooftop tea parties and hosting friends at “Penthouse” party at the COPA Club as well as “Bond” at The Darby in NYC. I love the big apple!